Sunday, March 29, 2009
hmm.. haven't blogged in a while because no one reads this, but who cares? it's for me.. and for anyone who wants to read (: but mainly for myself. i shouldn't care what people think or have to say about me as long as i know what's true and don't change or live up to anyone's standards. anyways, recently i've been swapping makeup again on MUA and it's stressful a bit since i always want to get the stuff off my hands so people can get their package and be happy (= but shipping is way too much! but i guess it's worth it for the most part. some swaps seem a bit unfair, but it's alright as long as they're happy? so i swapped my lucky tom palette and beauty powder for a heatherette trio (number one) and a neo sci fi blush. not so worth it but maybe since they were limited edition items from the past. it's all good.. the blush doesn't seem to be noticeable at all on me.. my cheeks seem a bit rosy red sometimes so when i apply it, it just looks even more red :[ but whatever. i'm still waiting on my fafi lipstick in strawbaby. i'm not a lipstick kinda girl, but i'ts something from the fafi collection (: so i want to keep it. i'll post pictures when i have the time. i really want a smokey eye palette as a go-to palette for everyday looks since all my make up is in different places.. like my grandma's house.. bf's house.. sigh* i'ts complicated. anyways, on to today. today woke up at 9 45 and showered then went to grandma's house to babysit my two cousins while the rest went to the cemetary. my little boy cousin is so spoiled and gives so much attitude.. and is always so whiney :[ really annoying because he doesn't appreciate anything anyone does, and i simply hate that. but my girl cousin and i had a really nice talk about our lives and our past.. drama and relationships. it was really nice to talk to her for over an hour because i've never had long talks with her before. i've realized she's a lot like me O_o'' and very smart in choosing friends. i'm glad she knows what she's doing (= .. later on around 5 45 my two girl cousins, my mom, and i headed out to sally's beauty supply and the lady said there were only 3 minutes left til the store closed so i rushed to get some lil nail polishes that were for 99 cents (: i chose my fave which is gotta have it and two other colors which were pinky/ fuschia. i also went to daiso for some bubble wrap (: for swapping and i got a pair of false lashes as well.. although i don't usually wear lashes since i've never got down how to wear em`. i also got a black scarf which i thought was really cute for only 5 bucks (= so it was a good day. sigh* i'm so stressed out lately, and my parents yelling at me while im learning to drive just makes it even more difficult. they yell in my ear for the little things.. but i guess they're just trying to help. my life is way too stressful, and i dont want to explain it on here. i just hope everything goes alright. gotta focus on school, get a job soon *hopefully, and save some money. i also feel like i should be more respectful towards my bf because he's done so much for me and i can't believe i let him do all that he's done. he's just too sweet and generous and helpful<3 i need to express my feelings more and be more selfless. (: tiredd ** out i go !